My shoulder pain IS BACK for real no joke guys I have been carrying nonsense on my shoulders, I need to let it go. Time to let it all go babies.
Basically, I've been very busy. But tragically, busy. for. nothing. HAHAHAHAHA....
On second thoughts, I high-key suspect the Covid jab - was it the p company again - completely altered my brain cells, gave me moderate autism & fml, did I turn out to have ADHD? Autism, I am sure. ADHD, I don't think I have it, because I can stop my thoughts. I just need a channel...
Teaching seems to really blossom - but only with my regulars FROM CHINA. WHY??? I thought I love my Singaporeans? Apparently.... my China students are my true-blue supporters? Something very nasty happened to me, actually many nasty things happened to me, and my entire perspective shifted. Damn, is it normal to throw everything away and start anew? Like, grief is progress, right?
Back to the point in teaching -> girls I am so excited to teach the new syllabus actually, it is so amazing I LOVE the slow pieces. Absolutely...juicy! In terms of the chords. The arrangement? I find the flow questionable. I prefer more flow. Or maybe it's because I can't flow HAHAHAHAA....
Lastly, I feel that I haven't figured out my love language yet. But it's definitely NOT FOOD. If ever you offered food, or cook for me, I will be like WTF? In fact, my hate-relationship with food is real. I feel like vomiting when I eat...anything! Not at the start though. When I'm 5 minutes into the meal, that's it, I am done. As done as a .. very tragic primary school kid with a very basic appetite. Sighs, I'm not going to waste my money ever on restaurants...except Cantonese food??
Alright, assholes, I'm done. I feel okay. I am okay. See you soon in the most okay environment everrrr
By the way, readers, hope you are ok too!!! Miss ya all to space and back. Wish I'm not the only one thinking the way I do, let's get freaky and sit in your feelings like me~~ ENJOY ASSHOLES
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