A very sick week..

Last Thursday till the weekend was the most terrible time for me in 2026. Never have I thought that a silly cough can kill me. Apparently, it can - according to my China boss, because lungs are vital for all of us.

Well, it started with a cough, then migrated to the flu (not Covid, not Influenza), then back to the cough. Two family clinics, two 24/7 clinics and another visit to the same family clinic concluded that I was coughing due to an allergy. After swallowing so many antibiotics and cough syrup/pills, the last doctor concluded that I was coughing as I was having so much mucus buildup at my nose area, it overflowed to my throat! A simple nose spray and some allergic pills solved the problem!

That being said, I am still coughing, but not so serious anymore. However, any vigorous moves seems to trigger my cough and it looks like I can't be doing any strenuous exercises for the time being.

Funny enough, the 24/7 doctor, so handsome, definitely my type of guy, just couldn't diagnose my exact reason for coughing. I took so many antibiotics and cough pills that I spend two whole days, completely knocked out. Still missing that doctor though, I have not met anyone SO MY TYPE. FML I suspect he is gay.

Life is so funny, when I was all zoned out - I had the biggest self-reflection of my life. All these medicine perform miraculous changes to my brain! Everything! From deciding to quit my job, to migrating back to China, to migrating back to China again for my retirement... everything! Tears flowed down my cheeks unexpectedly for five minutes, and then the next five minutes, I would be laughing at some social media memes. Oh dear, the power of medicine!

These few weeks were really fulfilling for me because I discovered - once again - apologies for the lack of humility - more interesting facts about myself.

If there is a need to apologise, I sincerely wish to say sorry for being so full of myself that I set up this Blog just for myself to vent, publicly. I am just my extrovert self in this Blog. I don't know why, I just am.

Call me cheap - but I am cheap. I am all for cheap thrills in life. If an event has any freebies, even if I need to travel to the West (I live in North-East), I will be there. Everytime I see my student wear a nice shirt, my first comment shall be, "If ever you don't want this shirt, give me can?"

One female student of mine really gave me two of her shirts. HAHAHAHAHAAAA.  I wore it so often that the pink has faded to tie-dye white now.

Another motivational factor for myself, is simply-put, anger.

Nothing motivates me more than cheap thrills and the power of anger. I spent almost 10 years of my life in Moderate Depression (self-diagnosed). Side note though, darlings if you ever just feel like crying all the time, know that depression can truly only be healed via time. And the period is at least 10 stupid years of your life. Just gone, just spent in depression. So my dear hot people, don't get depressed. Get anything! Get vapes, get drugs, get divorced, get laid, but don't. get. depressed.

What was I saying ah? HAHAHAHAHAA oh, also I suspect I am already have dementia HAAHAHAHAHAAA jokes aside, real story. REAL. I was talking about anger, then suddenly I talk about depression, HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA I am a jokerrrr

A VERY SILLY REASON TO BE HAPPY TONIGHT

Life is kinda funny to me. A few posts prior to this ridiculous post, I was channeling hatred for my own Condo - a very silly problem - but it is not silly to me. And then, today I was just smiling like an idiot on my way from my block to the gym.

I think my Condo cured my autism & anxiety HAHAHAHAHAAA..

Condo is such an interesting concept, only in Singapore, isn't it? It is just like HDB (with even lower ceiling WHY developers WHY), but with some shared facilities, carpark, and an interesting theme for each condo.

Girls! & guys! I think, I finally know why I like my condo!

The design. I don't really know how to put it into words. But I find every colour, every texture and even the big-picture and aerial view of my condo....NAILED. Apparently my condo has two developers working together to imitate the spanish style. Obviously I won't even know what the spanish style even mean but hey, it makes me feel...high-class yet relaxed. Every marble and textile feels very harmoniously put together. I really enjoy staring at myself in the lifts' HUGE mirrors HAHAHAHA I check myself out EVERYDAY!!! Ego boost for myself duh, girls have even larger ego actually....

I just feel...the design of my condo makes me...feel nice. But my vocab is so bloody limited that I cannot come out with anymore words HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA but I know what I mean....

I kinda wanna stop blogging here tonight but I am not done yet leh... still got things to say but I just don't know what HAHAHAHAHAAA

P. S. I think I am so happy because my condo LOVES pets. Almost every single unit has an animal (including BIRDS HAHAHAHAHAHHAAA) and we even have a Pets' Zone. Our grasses are getting so ugly because all the animals keep scratching and shitting on it HAHAHAHAHAAA....

Every single walk from my unit to wherever I need to go is ALWAYS filled with at least 3 hi-byes for neighbours AND at least 3 more "HI" to random pets peeing on the grass HAHAHAHAHAAAA that is why I am always smiling like an idiot when walking HAHAHAHAHAHAAA sometimes I even shake ass HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA