Someone whom knew me for years reminded me - that I used to be sooooo street and no where near where I am now. That felt like both a insult & a compliment. Indeed, I remember starting off at a place that seem very far away...

Nowadays, I feel like I am someone of high caliber. But ever since Covid, I enjoyed using vulgarities in my thoughts & my speech. What. is. happening?

Well, I believe in using idiotic means to deal with idiots. I won't hesitate to use vulgarities, force (I hope I ain't a weakling), & go all the way to deal with idiots. I can't wait! It's fun to fight! To me la...

But something feels... off. It feels like the world is spilt into half...

On one side, we have people of high musical caliber, mostly traditional old-schoolers, neat, detailed... On another end, we have people with....extremely high ego, terrible coordination & explosive thoughts?! I can't articulate my thoughts that well yet, I may not know what I am talking about because even I am going through a transitional phrase.

Just yesterday, I enjoyed music soooo much, had more accompaniment jobs etc... Then today, I sort of feel like I hate one of my all-time favourite student??!!

So glad I have this Blog. Dear Blog, I need you more than you need me. Peace out.