Today felt very heavy for me. It's my first time telling a parent that I do not like their child - as a teacher. In the past, I have had discussions with my students, especially teenagers, on what we like and don't like about each other as teacher and student. Any arguments or disagreements - I've solved them one-on-one, face-to-face, with whomever I had a 'problem' with.

But today felt so heavy, so huge BUT I FEEL SO FUCKING HAPPY! I always felt...that this particular student brought out the demon in myself. Not blaming though - I could be some fucking demon, so could you - eventually, everyone & no one can judge us, whatever!

Because of this incident, I changed my blog heading to A Female Piano Teacher's Feelings. I always trusted that Music is a feeling, before everything else. So this blog will be about my feelings.

As for the word "Female" - I firmly believed that the piano is designed for Females to enjoy, succeed & blossom. I sound sexist - but I know I am not.

To letting go & newer feelings! Enjoy.