Thursday, May 7, 2026

Send. Help. Now.

I had such busy & heavy weeks for so long.... I could never imagine my mid-30s would be what it is like right now. So many 1st-world & high-caliber problems I am facing right now... makes me happy, makes me sad, makes me anxious....most importantly, I feel...blissed!

Even in my 30s, I am still having acne....I used to be SO MAD but after a while, seniors told me that the day I stop having acne, will be the day my true ageing begin... I too don't know whether this statement is scientifically proven... but then again, doesn't Science itself also need to be proven by Science?

Just today, I faced people issues yet again. Major. Human. Problems. But I remember what one of my mentor told me - "...always know that your targeted audience for piano lessons will be the rich families..." For years, I trusted my darling Singaporeans of HDB background (Yishun, Sengkang, Hougang etc...) but I very quickly discover that Singaporeans just don't make the cut for anything that needs cultural, artistic & aristocratic backing. I trust that my maturity & calmness will bring me forward. Please pray for me!

I was just carrying some Cash the other day & guess what? My Cash got stolen in my OWN CONDO! I've told TWO FUCKING SECURITY GUARDS & I guess I need to activate my vulgarities to make things move again. I don't want to be an asshole but I guess ass situations need me to show my true monster?

Someone I cannot brush off easily - asked me for help - so I help because sometimes life offers no chance - but when that someone doesn't understand - I get boxed up verbally? I didn't give that someone any chance too. I debated back. It.was.so.fun.

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It is during days like this that I realise....I don't know? Life lessons? Last week I heard a random Father telling his Daughter, "....in life, even if you have the most amazing parent, spouse or children - you can never depend on them completely...." 

Actually, I am glad I have this old stupid Blog to gush my thoughts. I thought this Blog would be my media, my advertorial, my "wordpress" - but turns out! This Blog is my thoughts. This stupid Blog Is Me!

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