Wednesday, May 6, 2026

I always lack confidence in human relationships. I hate all relationships. I AM AUTISTIC! Yet, I am an extrovert... UGRRRR! Anyway, I Hate Humans!!!

But something today - completely changed my mind.

My friend - pretty close, but definitely never overstepping any boundaries - grew up with speech issues (problem pronouncing certain alphabets) & autism - managed to not only overcome all her issues. She even manage to become some fucking therapist & is now helping others??!!!

And here I am - still blogging in this outdated platform...

Actually, nothing is impossible in this world. We all just need a little support here and there, every now and then. Some of us need intense treatment, some of us need a mindset reform, others simply need to cry it out.

For me, I just need to be by myself. I lowkey suspect I am an introvert actually.

I feel like I want to do more Accompaniment & Performing jobs? Of course these jobs are already scarce in the pathetic Singapore & I know close circles and connections matter a lot... But I feel like I'm ready to transit from teaching to accompaniment? I've been teaching sooo longgg & I just discovered that I actually don't enjoy human relationships...kinda miss the whole point of teaching isn't it? Feeling like a loser...

Oh well - cheers to myself? A pat on my back? Hope I can find a good balance in my life.

I have one good news for myself though - NO BLOODY ACNE ON MY FACE FOR TONIGHT!!! 

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